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Published: Wednesday, 24 January 2024 at 12:30 PM


I have just emerged from the film Maestro, about Leonard Bernstein. I don’t attempt to critique the movie here. Suffice to say that it contains as much poetic licence as Lenny would surely have approved. This is rather a personal snapshot of what he meant to just one of the aspiring conductors out there who all claim him as a friend.

The first meeting with Bernstein

It was in the middle of Brahms‘s glorious Seventh Variation that I first noticed him. I turned towards the cellos and basses, just where they have the countermelody. He was standing in the wings, watching me conducting, conspicuous in a silver lamé bomber jacket. Brahms’ Variations on a Theme by Haydn were all but forgotten in the split second I recognised Bernstein. But Brahms waits for no one, and I still had the elusive Eighth Variation plus the finale to navigate.

It was August 1985, and I was conducting a concert with the Tanglewood Music Centre Orchestra at the Boston Symphony’s summer home in the Berkshire Hills in Massachusetts. I came off stage into the embrace of Leonard Bernstein. He proceeded to tell me how much he could have taught me, and started to demonstrate. Meanwhile, the audience were applauding, and I wanted some of it, besides which I had to acknowledge the principal flute, the horns and the violas, all of whom played a big role in the Brahms. One curtain call was all he allowed me.

Lenny had come to town and he expected one’s attention. By ‘one’s’, I mean ‘everyone’s’. I soon saw that there was an enormous entourage accompanying him, including at least two film crews. He held court, and performed for them, but quickly got back to the subject in hand- that Seventh Variation. ‘Llewellyn,’ (he’d already got my surname down, pronouncing the double ‘L’ in perfect Welsh) ‘you should beat it like this’. He proceeded to sing and beat time, to everyone’s delight, and further applause.

This, I was going to learn, was typical of the dichotomy that was Leonard Bernstein. The personal, private teacher, who needed the oxygen of public adoration to function.

As for my beloved 7th Variation, I actually disagreed with him! His beat pattern, I thought, was too busy and clunky. Plus, it slowed down the gently lilting siciliano, which is Brahms’ most heavenly variation.
I had the sense to hold my tongue.