“I feel like I’m having to compromise who I am.” <\/p>
As the remaining couples decide whether to renew their commitment to one another or to walk away on Married at First Sight UK<\/a>, it seems that for one couple, it could be the latter.<\/p>\n Ella and JJ had a fairly unconventional journey on the marital experiment, with them originally being matched with different people and then deciding to re-enter the experiment as a separate couple.<\/p>\n While they have faced many challenges, Ella and JJ<\/a> have made it through every commitment ceremony and all the criticism thrown at them, but it seems it is all proving a little too much for Ella.<\/p>\n In an exclusive clip shared with RadioTimes.com<\/a>, Ella questions her future with JJ, which will no doubt have viewers wondering if she will opt to stay with JJ or leave their relationship.<\/p> In the clip (above), Ella tells her friend: \u201cMy fear is that JJ is going to say that we\u2019re better off not as a couple, that\u2019s my fear.\u201d<\/p>\n During the experiment, Ella has struggled with her insecurities while with JJ, with the bride admitting she looked at JJ\u2019s ex-girlfriend\u2019s social media<\/a>, which made her doubt herself. She even changed her appearance to \u201cimpress\u201d JJ<\/a>.<\/p>\n As she goes to write her renewal vows, viewers can hear Ella say: \u201cI think since being away from JJ I\u2019ve had a few more doubts. I think because JJ has accepted me and he\u2019s everything I could ever want, I feel like I\u2019m putting this pressure on myself to be this perfect girlfriend, but I feel like I\u2019m having to compromise who I am.<\/p>\n \u201cI love the idea of me and JJ, but I think in reality, it\u2019s not as perfect as I hoped or wanted it to be.\u201d<\/p>\n As she continues writing her vows, she admits that she needs to \u201ctake JJ out of this\u201d and think about what is best for her.<\/p>